Not much interesting has happened in my life right now.
A bird flew into my window while I was making instant pancakes, and that's been my highlight for the week (no news on the bird, managed to fly out of view )

Anyways, tomorrow is my first day of grade 9... Friday is my official first day.
but, i mean tommorow... I"m going ot be alone.. in the highschool... for 4 hours!!!
I don't think I'll make it through the night.
All this has been hard on me and I;ve been somewhat of a pansy for going to highschool. All my friends are gone to other schools. All my real friends. My Emmy has moved to the other-fricken-side-of-the-country, my best friend for life,boyfriend, and all the friendships I've cemented over the last year are going to a different school. The ONLY friend (I thought) that was supposed to go to LTHS with me hasn't been attending the pre-highschool functions, so my only guess is that sh switched at the last minute to be able to hang with all my friends at hunting.
I finnally fit into the cool group last year (yes, call me poser, or whatever you like) and I loved it. They acually liked me, and my best friends are in that group (except for emmy *poo*)
So I have no one at this school... I'm going to be walking to my doom tommorow. It's not the making new friends deal I'm scared of, it's the going into massive labrynth of hallways by myself deal. My school is, by the way, a labrynth. 2000 students compared to 350 for middle school?
So now I know what it's like for kids that have to move to competely new towns or farther. This was my conversation with my mom:
"kira, you'll be fine."
"yeah, but people DIE in highschool!"
It's true.
Anyways if I make it through the day, I'll be sure to let you know.
IF i make it.

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I've been reading Maximum Ride, school's out forever.
I love that book series, especially the second one. If you haven't read it you should:
It's about 6 mutant bird-kids with wings, trying to escape from evil scientists that were recently their captors.
It's really better than what I just described to you, believe me.



eurgh....it's 9 30 and I should be off to bed since I probably won't get sleep for hours.

peace out